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Monday, 31 December 2012

I Just Wanna Dance

Aku kira aku tak akan melihatmu. Tapi ternyata kau berdiri memunggungi bangku.
Aku kira kau tak akan melihatku. Tapi tidak, mata kita beradu.
Aku kira kau akan pergi begitu saja. Tapi, dadaku terasa sesak ketika kau melangkahkan kakimu ke arahku.
Aku kira kau akan mengacuhkanku. Tapi lihat, kita tertawa, kita bercanda satu sama lain.
Aku kira kita hanya sebatas itu. Tapi kau mulai mengadahkan tanganmu.

Sunday, 30 December 2012

My Next Year Resolution

   Well, finally it comes to the end of 2012. And thank God this year has been so amazing. I've got so many experiences, so many new friends, and a new life. A lotta things happen this year. Happiness. Sadness. Everything that I couldn't imagine before. Allah really has His own plans for us. A better one, of course.  

So which of the favors of your Lord would you deny? (Ar-Rahman:13)

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Thursday, 27 December 2012

A Letter To Exams

   Oh, my dear Exams.
   You should know how stress I am because of you.
   Until I couldn't stand to open my note.
   Oh, you really should know how underpressured I am.
   With all my honour.
   A crazy little girl

Maybe I look more like this. -___-
Ya Allah, give me more strength.

Wednesday, 19 December 2012

The Wordsmiths, My True Inspiration

   Lately, I can't easily go surfing or browsing or do some online-things. Tasks? Not that many. Exams? Well,  it's still in the beginning of next year. Actually, my biggest problem is just, the one and only, SIGNAL! (Deliberately giving *some* pressure on it)

Wednesday, 12 December 2012

The Agribusiness Squad From R 02

   Well, last weekend my class had a vacation to Bogor Botanical Garden, and it's my very third times. As you know, my class is filled by Faculty of Economic and Management students. So, there are mixed from Economic Department, Management Department, Agribusiness Department, Economic of Environmental and Resources Department, and Economic of Shariah Department. Mine is the agribusiness one. And here is the squad of Agribusiness Department 49!

Sunday, 9 December 2012

The Change Of My Nickname #PleaseJustCallMe"Reret"

   Yes, my nickname is changed here! Although I can't accept it, but I don't know why I still turn my head when I'm called with... 'No' not 'Ret'.

In The Middle Of A [(Super Duper) Boring] Course

   For me, Thursday is my sleepy day at class. Ever. Start at 10, end at 2, and it is filled by Introduction of Agricultural Science (Pengantar Ilmu Pertanian) and Sociology. My brain can't work appropriately when there's always just listening listening and listening. It really impacts my eyes so much. And I can't deny that it will be the best bedtime stories ever.
   And for killing my 'bedtime', I draw, I write, I make masterpieces (well, it's not like what you may have imagined), lol.

Saturday, 1 December 2012

Today's Big Event!

OSIS SMASA proudly present KIRANA XIII "Ramayana in Technoland" The 
Operet. December 1st 2012. BALAI SERBAGUNA JEMBER. HTM: 12.500. Let's 
feel when art meets technology. Don't missed it. Grab it fast!
CP: Justicia P. Luqyana - 085236616302 
Lily Elserisa - 085645701853


   I don't know what on earth that happen today. But seems those two big events is held TODAY! The first one is biennial event and the last one is annual event.
   Let's talk a little bit about them

Saturday, 10 November 2012

Random Part 6

   Well, have you read my recent post? You should read it, but I won't recommend you to guess what the meaning is. Lol. It's my very first time to post a poem (or maybe the abstract one) on my blog since I don't have any more idea to post on my blog, though I really want to.


   It's just another air that I breathe, another water that I drink, another world that I step
   'till I can't differ which is neverland and which is the real world
   Maybe it will come to you someday, but seems you don't realize
   Step aside, and look around
   Take a breathe, feel the air, you're gonna find your way back
   I'm now behind your back, and that's why you won't see me cry
   Like a shadow, I'm following you
   Listening to your deepest heart and I wanna put my hands on your shoulder

Thursday, 8 November 2012

Cukup Dari Sini

   Dia melemparkan bola merah itu ke arahku. Sedangkan aku masih belum sepenuhnya berdiri tegak. Dan, bola itu berhasil menimpuk kepalaku cukup keras. Dia mendatangiku sambil tertawa kecil dan berkata, "Maaf, maaf. Nggak sakit, kan?"
   Aku mengelus bagian kepalaku yang sedikit nyeri tanpa menjawab pertanyaannya. Bukan karena aku kesakitan, tapi karena aku tidak bisa. Karena sejujurnya, bukan hanya kepalaku yang sakit, tapi juga jantungku tak henti-hentinya berdetak keras.
   Dan dia bukannya menolongku, malah membawa bola itu dan pergi.

Sunday, 4 November 2012

Longing In The Middle Of The Rain

   Well, I should consider first when I decided to study here, in Bogor. Known as Rainy City, here should be full of raining. Yep, it is. And everyday is so cloudy. I even can't see the stars here.
   But I enjoy my rainy day here, better than in Jember. Maybe because I can see the droplets from the window in front of me. Each time I enjoy the droplets drop from the sky, I feel so calm.

Thursday, 1 November 2012

Mr. Smurf - Kim - Me :)

Nothing to do and I got an idea to capture... three of us :)

Only with simple editing. Well, I'm terribly tired *hoahm* and dizzy.

Saturday, 20 October 2012

My Fulfilled Resolutions So Far

   Well, I unconditionally found my this year resolution and I tried to figure out which one that has been fulfilled. And alhamdulilah, those big targets are mostly fulfilled. :) Really can't wait for other wishes!

Wednesday, 17 October 2012

My Blog Is Officially CHANGED! (Finally) :D

   Well, I haven't changed it for..... years. And once I changed it, errrww it should be redesigned again.
   Okay, later then. I should prepare for the mid test first. LOL.

"I Saw Your Face In The Crowded Place"

   In the middle of my business preparing for Mid Tests, in fact I still have enough time to open my blog and post it, LOL. It's kinda a difficult situation for me. Awake in the midnight everyday, more coffee consumptions, less eating, more activities, it's like I'm trying to ruin my own body. But, actually, what is *inside* right now is ruining not only my body, but also my mind.

   And I'm gonna tell you this.

Wednesday, 10 October 2012

Learning From The Lost Sandals

   Couple days ago, I heard someone lost her sandals in front of my dorm. She used to leave her sandals on the shoe rack in front of the dorm, and her sandals was always there. But, she found it gone from its place once in a cold morning.
   Well, her sandals were unique and nobody has the same sandals as hers. She was looking for her sandals everywhere, but she couldn't find it. Until she finally surrendered. She was trying to sincerely let it go. And luckily, she still had one more a pair of sandals in her room.

Saturday, 29 September 2012

Fix You

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Friday, 28 September 2012


   This song is really.... well.... It should be... Well.... :(

The sun is filling up the room
And I can hear you dreaming
Do you feel the way I do right now?
I wish we would just give up
Cause the best part is falling
Call it anything but love

Lebih Indah

Saat ku tenggelam dalam sendu
Waktupun enggan untuk berlalu
Ku berjanji tuk menutup pintu hatiku
Entah untuk siapapun itu

We Are I-NN-O-C-E-N-T INNOCENT! #SeniorYear

   Dan nggak kerasa, setahun berlalu. Dan tiba-tiba kita udah pindah aja di kelas bawah dan jadi murid paling tua di SMASA.
   Yup, inilah tahun kedua Innocent, sekaligus tahun terakhir kami berada di masa paling menyenangkan, masa SMA.
   Pas awal kelas XII, kita makin gokil, makin kompak. Bahkan, jauh-jauh hari kita udah siap panitia Nubir di kelas. Well, ketuanya si Romi, yang notabene mantan Ketua Panitia Nuansa Biru yang diadakan oleh OSIS. Dari awal, kita udah persiapkan tema Nubir kelas.
   Tapi sebelum itu, kita mau seneng-seneng dulu sebelum mikirin yang namanya Ujian, apalagi Perpisahan.
   Ya, waktu satu semester 5 kami manfaatkan dengan baik untuk menikmati bulan-bulan terakhir di SMA. Tapi, anak-anak sudah banyak yang mulai daftar di bimbel-bimbel buat tambahan belajar. Toh, segala organisasi maupun ekskul juga sudah nggak kami pegang lagi, jadi kami punya waktu lebih banyak untuk fokus belajar plus main-main, hehe.

Saturday, 22 September 2012

I Miss You So Bad. Don't You Feel The Same? :(

   May I say, I miss my high school moments. 
   I miss my high school friends. 
   I miss my classmates, Innocent, TERORISmasa.
   I miss my parents.
   I miss my high school activities, MPK and Padsara.
   I miss my deskmates, Chandra and Wepe, laughing with them, telling stories, gossiping, working together.
   I miss my books.
   I miss my room and all those closets
   I miss happy family and having fun with them.
   I miss every moments we ever made, especially the old him.
   I miss my motorcycle.
   I miss my teachers and all their unique things.
   I miss.... everything I've left.


Sunday, 2 September 2012

We Are I-NN-O-C-E-N-T INNOCENT! #FirstYear

   Sekali lagi saya harus post soal kelas saya tercinta. Dan sekali lagi saya harus pakai Bahasa Indonesia.
   Ini tentang kelas kedua saya. Yang pertama adalah TERORISmasa. Yang kedua adalah INNOCENT, kelas yang saya tempati selama 2 tahun terakhir. Kelas IPA saya tercinta, IPA 6. We call it INNOCENT (IPA eNam Olways Cheers Every momeNT).

Saturday, 1 September 2012

Happy Ied Mubarak!

    Happy Ied Mubarak every muslims who celebrate it! :)
   Well, this year I got a unique experience while heading my fasting month. I passed my fasting days at dorm and it was... truly amazing! I've never been in a crowd situation during fasting month. And here, I got so many friends and it was so crowded, and together we woke up at 3 a.m. and had break fasting together. Well, so crowded here. And it was my first and also my last chance to have a fasting experience with more than 60 people in the dorm! Yeah, next year I have to move out from the dorm #sad.
   And after we all had passed final examination, My friends from Jember and I went home together! We took a bus with some of our friends from Banyuwangi. And you know what?? We spent our 2 dawns and 1 break fasting time on our way home! I swear I'd never take that experience once again. I should take a train to go home.
    And... well, it was nice to see Jember once again. Nothing changed much. And I had so many schedules with my friends. But, my mom gave me so many homeworks. To make so many cakes for Ied day. Great.
   And these are cakes I've made :)

Friday, 3 August 2012

Me At My Little Dorm

   So, I've been a month here on my dorm. Well, so many stories have been made with my friends here. And I got so many friends, of course, from so many regions in the entire Indonesia.
   I live at A2 dorm, corridor number 10, room number 270.
   And I'll invite you into my room. :)
   My room is not really far from the main door of A2, you just need to go straight and then turn left, then turn right. Then you have to up the stairs when you meet it. After that, turn left and you finally meet my room!
   Let's in!

Saturday, 28 July 2012

Because Allah Knows More Than We Ever Imagine

   Saya nangis baca postingan saya yang ini.

   Haha, this is not my first time using Indonesian for my blog post. Karena saya udah nggak nahan pengen nulis blog, tapi lagi English mode off.

   Life has been so hard here in Bogor. Allah ngasih cobaannya ada aja, yang akhirnya menuntut saya untuk keep strong, keep patient, and keep optimistic. Nggak perlu saya cerita, saya rasa sudah banyak yang tahu. Well, the date counter on my blog seems not so useful right now. Saya baru menyadari ketika saya membuka blog saya setelah sekian lama vacuum. Vacumm karena saya pikiran saya semburat, nggak tahu arah jalan alias tersesat, lol.

Saturday, 23 June 2012

I'm Coming To A Harder World

  When I tried to write it in English, well, I really have no idea how I tell you. But, then I opened my tumblr and tell everything here... in Indonesian. Sorry, I can't post Indonesian post here, except urgent and very important thing, hehe.
   Well, here we go. This is my story.

Monday, 18 June 2012

One of Forgotten Rules

   Actually, there's a book, small book. You can say it a note. I fill it with everything that came into my mind and my heart. Well, you can say it a diary. But... actually it's not.
   And I found something that is forgotten by me and him. What's that?
   Just a couple of silly rules.

Bully - Ignorance? Is that the same?

   I never experience being bullied. In my small town, Jember, bully is not a big thing just like in a big city. But here, just like you'll find out in big cities, you'll find so many groups or gaps or gangsters in a school. Sometimes they don't realize that they're grouping from other children. They just wanna close with some people they think have the same interests. It's normal.
   Sometimes they bully other children, but sometimes they can join nicely with other children. In my schools, they mingle with the others, but still they often gather in one group.

Sunday, 17 June 2012

When A Little Girl Said...

   As he wished, I won't tell you here about what exactly was going on with me, and him, some days ago. Because I heard so many bad rumor that we were... separated. YES! We were.

Monday, 4 June 2012

It's Not A Couple Mug, People!

   So, I made it neither for a common reason nor for a specific reason. First, it just came into my mind that I would give him a mug as his birthday gift. Then, I got envy with the design, so I made it for myself too. I designed it so simply, I didn't use so much colour, just white and black. And a little blue. I was inspired with the mug Ines, Dije, and Dian gave to me. In front, it was just a simple picture, and in its back, it was words. For me, it's simple, but really beautiful. So, I made my own design.
   At first, I searched a picture of stickman. Why do I choose stickman? Because they're cute. They're just made from line and line and line and square and circle and a bit round and a bit oval and sometimes triangle or other form. I searched the doctor stickman and it really took days to find a best one. After considering for a while, then I chose the doctor stickman!

Little Things About Him

   He's an ordinary boy with a lot of imagination.
   Loves watching anime so much. Well, he's like a kid. Like sleeping early on the night, but waking up too early in the morning, like a baby indeed.
   He likes smurf. Maybe he's a smurf. Well, I don't know. But he always speak 'smurf...smurf...'. Maybe, he is.
   He likes Chicken Noodle and Fried Rice.

   What else?

Friday, 1 June 2012

The Freedom Song

  I picture something is beautiful
It’s full of life and it is all blue
I’ve seen the sunset on the beach, yeah
It makes me feel calm, when I’m calm

My Song Playlist of The Month

   I found Jason Mraz new album! And I've downloaded it! And I'm so happy to listen to all of his new songs! Full of spirit. Love it much!
   And... yeah he's the one on my playlist. I played it all the time on my iTunes. It's been 27 times since it's been downloaded. The songs are so cozy, jazzy, and I like the atmosphere he create in his musics. Full of spirit, especially the lyrics. I listen to it over and over and I won't get bored. So amrazing! :D
   And here we are the songs!

Bye High School, Welcome University!

   Finally, I'm officially not a high school student on 26 May 2012! My scores are impressing me. When I was so optimist that I would got a perfect score for math and physics, the fact I don't so lucky. But, when I was so pessimist about my biology score, the fact I got the highest score for it. God, there're always surprises. Including who got the highest total score in my school. Everything is always unpredictable.
   My class went to Mrs. Eka's house to receive Surat Keterangan Lulus. And, alhamdulilah, all of students in SMASA are graduated. Mrs. Eka also told us some informations about the graduation, our scores, and some other informations.
   And on that night, Nuansa Biru was held.

Friday, 4 May 2012

Dearest, Shinichi Kudo...

Happy Birthday, my handsome Shinichi Kudo
Wish you're always staying closer with Ran nee-chan
Wish your story never ends!
Wish you don't grow up yet! 
(Because when you grow up, your story will end, and I'll be so sad) :(
And the last, wish you're always smart and handsome. <3

Friday, 27 April 2012

Random Part 6

   For days, I always opened my blog and... I lacked of idea to write. Until this afternoon I remembered, I've promised to show up what was on my birthday. Though it was just a simple post (because seems like my fingers are not too enjoying typing this day), but finally I've posted it.

What I've Got For My 18 Years Old

   After being delayed for almost 2 months, I'm officially showing up the things I've got for my 18 years old birthday. Yihaaa, there's nothing special actually. But, the moment was more special than last year. Thanks God, You have given me such kind of nice friends. :)

   Before I show you the things, I'll tell you the story.

Wednesday, 25 April 2012


Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today, ooh, ooh

How can I forget
the dream I dreamt last night
when everything pictures it correctly
when the situation says that it's probably coming true?

Sunday, 22 April 2012

Goodbye Exams, Welcome University!

   Finally, I'm out from those sucks exams! I'm so grateful! I'm so happy! And Now I can put my books on the my bin! #Whoooopsss
   I'll tell you something. National Exams this year is totally damn GREAT! Especially Biology, and everyone agrees with me. But, I could pass those very-hard-days with smile and full of spirit. Yeah, I hold my tears, I hold my anger, I hold my disappointment, I just wanted to be focus. I surrender.
   And now I'm just waiting for the announcements while taking some course to prepare SNMPTN exam on June. And I wish my invitation is passed. Amiiii...n Ya Rabb. So I can leave my SNMPTN exam. Amiiii...n Ya Rabb.
   Goodbye High School, Welcome to the harder world of University. :)
   No, I'm not that happy. Just excited to be in a long distance. Maybe. Or actually, I'm not ready at all. I don't know. See it later.

Dear, Boy...

Wahai calon imamku yang tampan,
Aku tidak mau berkata banyak. Saat ini mungkin aku telah menemukanmu. Kau pun juga telah menemukanku. Semua itu bukan karena kita, tetapi karena Allah lah yang mempertemukan kita disaat yang tepat. Jujur aku akui, aku mencintaimu dan menyayangimu dengan ikhlas dan sederhana, semua karena Allah. Tanpa campur tanganNya, mustahillah pertemuan ini akan terjadi. Semua itu atas kehendakNya. Segala peristiwa demi peristiwa yang telah terjadi sudah menjadi konsep ceritaNya yang telah Dia tuangkan dalam bukuNya sehingga menjadi sebuah cerita dimana kau dan akulah yang menjadi lakonnya. Maka ingatlah selalu “Kun fayakun”, maka jadilah engkau”

Saturday, 7 April 2012

Finally, It's Over

   It was Friday afternoon and I was at home. No school, just stayed at home. And someone suddenly messaged me. And asked me something that surprised me. Something that she never asked for a long time, around two years. It was about my boyfriend.

I'm So Bored! Please Listen To My Heart!

   I'm lack of attention. That's what I feel. I know I'm so busy these days and being so anti-social. But, between my business, I need someone to pay attention to me. Whoever they are! I've been so tired, my brain, my energy is decreasing. And this morning, I didn't have breakfast because there was sudden guests at the dining room, enjoying their breakfast. And what I could do was just stay at my room or help my mother taking care of the guests. I don't really like to have a meal while there's guest at the dining room, except people I know. It's such a awkward moment when you enjoy your meal and your unknown-guest is in front of you, talking with your mom or your dad. For some people, maybe it's just fine. For me, I'm totally not enjoying this moment. Usually, I enjoy my meal when they already leave my house.
   And due to this, my head is like a spinning coaster. I've got a terrible headache since this morning.

Little Things About Me

   This girl, named Retno Puspita Kadarman Wicaksono, or you can call her rerett or just rett or, if don't mind, Astro, is such a high dreamer. Yes, me. I'm a high dreamer. I always dream to be a successful woman in  the future and get what I really want, what I really need. It's just a simple fact about myself.

Welcome To April = Welcome To Hell

   I'm so grateful that I can bring my laptop back to its early place and being online. I've put it o my room for 2 weeks, to avoid me going online, lol. Well, I never can stand to not going online and write on my blog. I have sooo many stories to tell, but I have no time to do it. I really want to share about my birthday moment this year, but those HELLS are waiting and I have to be focus! Until I don't realize that it's already April. Hells are coming up and my willing to write on my blog is bigger and bigger. I've been so bored with all of those kind of try outs. National exam is two weeks later, and this week is my last week having try outs. TWO kinds of try outs on the same time.

Thursday, 22 March 2012

Beautiful Day? Absolutely, NOT!

   So, today is the end of the local examinations. After 7 tiring days, finally, it ends today. And, I won't meet civics. I won't meet sport. I won't meet religion. I won't meet any lesson, but the language and science, only. The National Examinations will start at the next 3 weeks, 16 April to 19 April 2012. And I have no perfect preparation for physics. And biology. And mathematics, also chemistry. Also Indonesian. And English vocabularies *damn! That is all of them! -.-"

Sunday, 18 March 2012


   This morning, I opened my tumblr and I read someone's post. She quoted someone's talk. Then I got an idea. I tried to remember all my precious words. From my first love to my boyfriend. I didn't get a lot, especially from my first love. I got a bunch from my boyfriend.

Wednesday, 29 February 2012

Thanks God, YOU Bring Him To Me :)

   And, may I say, the last "problem" with him that started 2 weeks ago is the loonggeessst problem that we ever head. I was silent, so was he. I was disappointed, and so was he. I was angry, sadly, he was too. But we felt the same feeling because of different reasons. Maybe he did that because of my attitude that suddenly ignoring everything, including him. Also, my different reaction between when I met him and when we were texting, and I don't know what else. And I did that because his fault. We were on misunderstanding, also on miscommunication. I know and I'm so sorry that finally I can't do my promise, that I will tell him every problem about us, about everything. I know I'm such a hypocrite. But I have reasons and I've told him. I was so tired of being the first who tell what the problem is. Sometimes, I wanted him to ask me, and I was waiting for that moment. Because I didn't want to just tell everything on messages, I needed to tell it directly, somehow. And I also wanted to see how care he is with me because I've felt something wrong, something that is not totally him. I was afraid that there's a change in him, in his feelings. And I was afraid to lose, to feel falling again. I was not ready for that. So, I waited for a week. And finally, he texted me. Beg for apology. And I still couldn't say anything, say the reason. Until now, I haven't told why I did it to him. Why I was so disappointed to him. I guess, if he know why, he will laugh. But I think it's not that simple for being "fine".

Tuesday, 21 February 2012

It Has Been So Him Lately

   Feels like I'm a super-duper-busy girl with hundreds of exams and tasks (too much). I have no time to post anything here. Usually, I just open it, check the stat, and leave it. I really wanted to share everything, but I couldn't find any right time to realize it. So, I think now is the perfect time.
   Btw, that's just a monologue.

Saturday, 4 February 2012

My Awkward Moment This Month

   It's been almost a week since I wrote my last post at this blog and also My Life My Story. The last moment when I wrote my post was when I felt such awkward feeling to my bf. Yeah, and now we're still okay. We're survive. And I don't want to think too much of it right now. At least, not in these situations.
   Btw, it's already February and my time in High School is getting shorter. February is a really wet month. I love it for some reasons and also hate it for other reasons.
   I've been vacuum because I had certification exams for 4 days, and it spent my most times. And I was not that fine. I was a bit rude, as usual, because I got boredom. Too much. And felt like I was dying with such boredom. Wanna read my story? Click here!

Saturday, 28 January 2012

Rolling In The Deep

   Once again from Adele. I guess I'm in love with her songs. And one of them is this one. And, as usual, I copied the lyrics on my blog because it's almost the same like what I'm feeling, what is inside my heart. It kinds of the sound of my heart. :)

That's It, I Quit, I'm Moving On

That's It, I Quit, I'm Movin' On - Adele

Sunday, 22 January 2012

Keep Moving!

Keep calm
You will be IPB Student

I'm Sorry, For The Umpteenth Time

   Dear you,

   I guess I don't have to say anything else, because I've already said that. Are you satisfy now?

Back At Your Door

   Once again from Maroon 5. This time, I really love the music. And some of the lyrics. In the beginning, you will find a violin sound, opened the song. Really beautiful. Sadly, I cannot give you the link to download the music. I only can give you the lyrics. So, check it out.

Makes Me Wonder

   Once again, Maroon 5 makes me in love with their song! At first, I didn't know what the lyrics are, but I truly like the music! And when I browsed it for my blog post, I was terribly surprised! Not really actually. But.... Well, you can check it out after you click READ MORE.

Tuesday, 17 January 2012

I Can't Lie

   I was in awkward feeling this morning when I listened to this song. And, when I listened this song carefully, this song was the same like what I felt that morning. Well, it's a song for someone whom I asked for apology to.

Thursday, 12 January 2012

Si Motor Butut

   First time, I knew my short stories aren't on the list of the winners. But, when I saw a photo on the announcement page, I READ something that surprised me a lot! Well, I didn't expect this happen to me!
   So, that photo is picturing two committee that seems busy doing something with their laptop. And their background is a white board which the list of the big 18 short stories are written on. I tried to read each title there. And I found THIS POST TITLE is mentioned on the first number! Gooossshhh!! I screamed instantly! It means: I passed the big 18!!! Alhamdulilaaah, what a lucky day!

Dear, 10 01

   Three years have passed and changed. So does my feeling to you. And maybe this year will be the end of our meeting. In a young ages, maybe. Our teenage life will be over in months.
   Do you know what?

Monday, 2 January 2012

Second Day of Year 2012

   So, how's your new year eve, guys? Was it great? Mine was just ordinary. Well, I was not too celebrating the changing of year 2011 to year 2012. Day is always changing, isn't it? If day can change, month can change, so year must be able to change, too! Nothing special with it, I think. Well, that's my thought about New Year. But, every year, I have so many targets, so many wishes (not only wishes, but I have to try to make it all come true).
   Are you going somewhere to celebrate New Year Eve? Please, tell me your great story! :)