What I Had Dreamed About 101010

   Philosophy 10.10.10 for me is...

   10 : my birthday date

   10 : your birthday month

   10 : the year when we make a relationship commitment

   But that philosophy, even that date, absolutely won't be exist on my love history. Forever. It's not important for me anymore. Even if there's another special thing happen, It won't be as beautiful as what I've dreamed, it won't be as beautiful as that philosophy. Because I don't need you anymore. In my whole life. Because I wanna say GOODBYE to you. Yup, maybe some part of my heart will cry, but it really doesn't matter. It's much much much better for me. I MUST STOP ECHOING YOUR NAME inside. 

   Well, why should I post about this topic?

The Only Exception

   Well, for couples day, I've suffered a song that is title 'The Only Exception'. First time I heard this song from my friend's glee songs collection. At first, I like the refrain part. Then, I browsed the lyrics on internet. And from that, I knew that it's one of paramore's song. I downloaded the original song from the internet and I listened it. It sounds so aweeeesssooooomeee! I really love it! My deskmate also like it. Ha ha ha. Well, but she likes the glee version. The lyrics are so awesome too! And this time, I really wanna share you the lyrics of this song. Check it out!

The Story of Rehellia Pusvidanu Aridarusni

   Rehellia Pusvidanu Aridarusni is a brilliant name for me. Well, I never told you about this name, right? And what do you think at the first time when you look at this name? Can you imagine who does have this name? Is it a girl or a boy? Both of them is.... not correct! Rehellia is not a girl, even a boy. Rehellia is girls. Rehellia is a short name of four besties, a combination of four names.

   And how could this name be created? Well, actually I made this name. Ha ha. Now, I'm going to tell you how this name could be created.

Dear, My Very First Boyfriend

  Well Sir David Wicaksono,

  I made it special for you. Hmm, it's the beginning, maybe I'll post others next time. But this time, I'll write what I'm thinking down to this post. And it's only for you. Maybe the words will look so hard to understand and soo too much, but these words I can only type for you. These words describe what I'm thinking, what I'm feeling.

  Before you read, please I suggest you to listen the words by your heart, do not listen by your ears because it has no sound to be heard, hehehe. Seriously, read it by your eyes and also listen it by your heart.

   What I typed on is what I really want to say to you.

Usable Thing

   I've just bought a new headset for my cellphone. It's absolutely bigger than the old one that is just an earphone, so I was so confused where I would place this stuff. If I only put it on the table, it would seem so mess. I walked around my own room, tried to find a good place to put my new headset. Then, I saw one of my old mouse doll...and I got a good idea. I put my old doll onto my table and wore the headset to it! Hahaha...well, if you wonder, you can see this picture.

Troyisme

   Okay, long time no post on my blog. Anyone miss me? Haha. :P *still in confident mode.

   Well, I've been trying so hard to be more diligent to post my blog, but it's all about my time. Actually, I've been so busy since Freshman Orientation two months ago. But...okay okay. I'm not going to tell you about my activities. I'm going to tell you about my serious disease that I suffered around year 2009. But I guess I still suffer it though it has a little frequency. I named it as TROYISME.

   How could I name it as troyisme?

My Lovely Front Pages

   Honestly, I just wanna share this one. It's all what I really love to read when I open my binder. Haha, yeah I know it's soo unimportant. But, please check it out.

Rainbow Appearance

a beautiful big rainbow, isn't it?

   I've never seen rainbow since I was in 6th grade. It was just a small one, behind the clouds. But few days ago my neighbourhood was surprised by a beautiful big rainbow. It was so amazing, as you can see. It's such a rare nature appearance. That's why most people wouldn't waste their time to looking at, they also took this rare opportunity to took its picture.

   Then on last Friday, another rainbow appearance was appeared behind a big nimbus cloud on a sunny sky. These are the pictures.

   It was smaller than the first one, wasn't it? Yeah, and it was hiding too. My mom found it when she swept our house's terrace. She called me and asked me to hurry. I wouldn't waste this rare opportunity, so I took my phone and took some pictures. I think this rainbow looks like Paddle Pop Rainbow ice cream. Who agrees with me? :D

   Rainbow, one of the optical phenomena that is so colourful. It spans continuous spectrum of colours, such as red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo, purple. So, how can this phenomena happen so rare? This is the explanation I got from some trusted sources.

The light is first refracted entering the surface of the raindrop, reflected off the back of the drop, and again refracted as it leaves the drop. The overall effect is that the incoming light is reflected back over a wide range of angles, with the most intense light at an angle of 40°–42°. The angle is independent of the size of the drop, but does depend on its refractive index. Seawater has a higher refractive index than rain water, so the radius of a 'rainbow' in sea spray is smaller than a true rainbow. This is visible to the naked eye by a misalignment of these bows.^[2] The amount by which light is refracted depends upon itswavelength, and hence its colour. Blue light (shorter wavelength) is refracted at a greater angle than red light, but due to the reflection of light rays from the back of the droplet, the blue light emerges from the droplet at a smaller angle to the original incident white light ray than the red light. You may then think it is strange that the pattern of colours in a rainbow has red on the outside of the arc and blue on the inside. However, when we examine this issue more closely, we realize that if the red light from one droplet is seen by an observer, then the blue light from that droplet will not be seen because it must be on a different path from the red light: a path which is not incident with the observer's eyes. The blue light seen in this rainbow will therefore come from a different droplet, which must be below that whose red light can be observed.

Contrary to popular belief, the light at the back of the raindrop does not undergo total internal reflection, and some light does emerge from the back. However, light coming out the back of the raindrop does not create a rainbow between the observer and the sun because spectra emitted from the back of the raindrop do not have a maximum of intensity, as the other visible rainbows do, and thus the colours blend together rather than forming a rainbow.^[3]

Light rays enter a raindrop from one direction (typically a straight line from the Sun), reflect off the back of the raindrop, and fan out as they leave the raindrop. The light leaving the rainbow is spread over a wide angle, with a maximum intensity at 40.89°–42°.

White light separates into different colours on entering the raindrop because red light is refracted by a lesser angle than blue light. On leaving the raindrop, the red rays have turned through a smaller angle than the blue rays, producing a rainbow.

A rainbow does not actually exist at a particular location in the sky. Its apparent position depends on the observer's location and the position of the sun. All raindrops refract and reflect the sunlight in the same way, but only the light from some raindrops reaches the observer's eye. This light is what constitutes the rainbow for that observer. The position of a rainbow in the sky is always in the opposite direction of the Sun with respect to the observer, and the interior is always slightly brighter than the exterior. The bow is centred on the shadow of the observer's head, or more exactly at the antisolar point (which is below the horizon during the daytime), appearing at an angle of 40°–42° to the line between the observer's head and its shadow. As a result, if the Sun is higher than 42°, then the rainbow is below the horizon and usually cannot be seen as there are not usually sufficient raindrops between the horizon (that is: eye height) and the ground, to contribute. Exceptions occur when the observer is high above the ground, for example in an aeroplane (see above), on top of a mountain, or above a waterfall.

   

About My Blog

   I made this blog around year 2008 and became active around year 2009. And guess what, I started using English for my posts in last April when I wrote my longest post ever, 'Studying Abroad' (you can click 'April' on my blog archive, and that's the only one post I wrote in that month).

   At first, my posts were just as personal consumption. Never I promoted this blog to my friends. I felt my blog is so boring, no interesting posts. The design also was not really good. Yeah, I didn't master it yet, at all. I used the available template, I added some gadgets but it didn't work, my blog still unable to be seen! (hebring plus lebay modeon)

   Until finally I had an idea to search blog template at google.com. I found sooo many unique blog templates. I tried them one by one and finally I matched with the one I'm using as my blog background right now. So simple, but I like it a lot! It's not such like my friends' that are so colourful and crowded. I like simple, I like chocolate, I like vintage!

   So, after total repair, my blog is ready to show off! I often promote to my classmates, then my other friends at Facebook (through 'SHARE' button on the left), Twitter, and Plurk. I share what I want to tell, what I feel, hear, see, smell, and so on.

   Few days ago, I shared about my friendship and some of my friends love it so much. Thanks guys! And I've promised to post and share about my one-year classmate called TERORISmasa. Well, be patient of the release! I'll show you memorable videos of one of my  beloved class. :D

   Okay, I'll continue my story. After my friends read my blog, well, they asked me why I used English on my posts. I'm afraid they didn't really understand the words I wrote on my posts because I realize my English is a bit bad. Yeah, to improve it, I can't just rely on English lesson at school, right?? :) But for some posts maybe I'll use full bahasa or bilingual.

   Now, about my posts. I know my posts have less information, especially for recent or even up-to-date informations. Should I share about the latest news: splashy video of Ariel and Luna? Guys, the first thing you should know, my blog theme is something what I want to share. And mostly it comes from every events around me. Something what I heard, smelled, saw, felt. I want to share my life stories, such like biography. But it's on virtual word that you can access 24 hours for free.

   I dream to have an autobiography of my life, just like a novel I have. Because I'm not so well-known and I feel my daily stories are just common stories of a human being, so at first I try to write my experiences here. So that when this blog is suddenly famous and people likes my life stories, I'll think about making an autobiography. And if we write our story here, we don't need to cut down the trees to make it into papers. If you love your earth and want to share about your life stories, blog is the alternative one you can choose. Well, I suppose to not promoted here.

   One of the topics I want to share is LOVE STORY, a common feelings which belongs to all human beings who live on a blue ball called EARTH. I have one draft about my love confession part 2 which is already posted, but I still wait for something. So, please one more patient. :D

   This topic is so sensitive. Sometimes I posted when I was on anger of someone, just like the last one. And I won't tell you their name. Maybe I'll change it into another one. I will tell you if I'm ready to publish it. ;D

   And may I say: I'm a mysterious person. A bit introvert, but  I'm not an alien! [???]

   Well, please keep reading my posts even the old one although It's not so much interesting for you. I'm trying to be as often as I could to write another post.

   Oh, one thing! I need your wishes, prays, etc! I'm on final grade exams and wish me not get any remedial and get good scores, also can enter science class for the next academic year! ;D

Confession Part 1.1

Well for someone who seems forget about me (ehm, not really forget)...

I just wanna say THANK YOU VERY MUCH !!

Thank you for being my friend since last July 2009 until February 2010 (or until now?)...

Thank you for believing me to keep your secret (even it made me hurt)...

Thank you for being my nice friend to talk to...

A thousands thanks for being my 'doctor'...

You know, I have so much words that I would say to you...

It was nice when you smiled on me then called my name...

I miss that thing...

But you make me can't understand you...

You seems to ignore me but still tell me that your number has changed. It's so funny and I'd love to laugh! :D

Seeing and meeting you at school, nowadays makes me feel down.

And let me ask you something, just one question:

You regard me as what ????

   Well, hope we won't meet again. Have nice days in your new campus!