I Can't Lie

   I was in awkward feeling this morning when I listened to this song. And, when I listened this song carefully, this song was the same like what I felt that morning. Well, it's a song for someone whom I asked for apology to.

Si Motor Butut

   First time, I knew my short stories aren't on the list of the winners. But, when I saw a photo on the announcement page, I READ something that surprised me a lot! Well, I didn't expect this happen to me!

   So, that photo is picturing two committee that seems busy doing something with their laptop. And their background is a white board which the list of the big 18 short stories are written on. I tried to read each title there. And I found THIS POST TITLE is mentioned on the first number! Gooossshhh!! I screamed instantly! It means: I passed the big 18!!! Alhamdulilaaah, what a lucky day!

Dear, 10 01

   Three years have passed and changed. So does my feeling to you. And maybe this year will be the end of our meeting. In a young ages, maybe. Our teenage life will be over in months.

   Do you know what?

Second Day of Year 2012

   So, how's your new year eve, guys? Was it great? Mine was just ordinary. Well, I was not too celebrating the changing of year 2011 to year 2012. Day is always changing, isn't it? If day can change, month can change, so year must be able to change, too! Nothing special with it, I think. Well, that's my thought about New Year. But, every year, I have so many targets, so many wishes (not only wishes, but I have to try to make it all come true).

   Are you going somewhere to celebrate New Year Eve? Please, tell me your great story! :)

My 2012 Resolutions

   Finally, we come to the end of the year 2011. And this year, So many things I've been through. Sad things, happiness, laughs, smiles, tears, pain, and so many others. And thanks God, I could fulfill most of my 2011 resolutions. :)

   And now is time to renew my resolutions for year 2012.

My Last Holiday Moments As Senior High Student

   Semester 1 is already over, I got my report (and it was a bit... well, you can't fully said it's DISAPPOINTING), my mom and dad came, my brother is going home, and my family had a small tour to spend my holiday. Only 2 days in Malang, go back to Jember on Tuesday, and we were going to Bali on the next day. Well, do you think I have a great holiday? I guess so. Or I can said, I have to agree that it's more wonderful than just staying at home, wondering, and do nothing while Jember is raining all day long. Well, I'm kind of girl who is not easily satisfy of some situations.

Random Part 5

   I am disappointed. YES! With you, Boy!

My 2nd Blog! Here We Go!

 I made my 2nd blog! Here we are:

My Doodle :D

   This morning, I had art examination. I don't know what I should draw, because I'm not creative enough to make any pictures or something smells like art. I like to see paintings or some pictures or caricatures or art things, but I can't make it. My hand isn't suitable with those  tools. They are made for typing and creating words, not art things. LOL!

And I Wonder...

   I'm a real teenager. A 17-years-old girl with hundreds of dreams and still try to find the hidden identity in the future. Being a teenager means being active; having a lot of activities, thoughts, and dreams. And laughs. And tears. I'm still trying to find "myself" between energies that influence my life. I love this, I love that, and I still have no certainty. I'm the labile. No certain destiny.

   And what brings me to this post is... I'm wondering. I'm wondering my own life in the future. I guess I need Doraemon, no, I need his time machine to bring me to the next 30 years. Lol, it will be so fantastic! But Allah knows it's kinda a cheat. So, He won't create such creature. Why should we study or work hard IF Doraemon is created to see what we are in the future? Why should there be a lifetime, then?