Fix You

When you try your best, but you don't succeed

When you get what you want, but not what you need

When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep

Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face

When you lose something you can't replace

When you love someone, but it goes to waste

Could it be worse?

Distance

   This song is really.... well.... It should be... Well.... :(

The sun is filling up the room
And I can hear you dreaming
Do you feel the way I do right now?
I wish we would just give up
Cause the best part is falling
Call it anything but love

Lebih Indah

Saat ku tenggelam dalam sendu
Waktupun enggan untuk berlalu
Ku berjanji tuk menutup pintu hatiku
Entah untuk siapapun itu

We Are I-NN-O-C-E-N-T INNOCENT! #SeniorYear

   Dan nggak kerasa, setahun berlalu. Dan tiba-tiba kita udah pindah aja di kelas bawah dan jadi murid paling tua di SMASA.

   Yup, inilah tahun kedua Innocent, sekaligus tahun terakhir kami berada di masa paling menyenangkan, masa SMA.

   Pas awal kelas XII, kita makin gokil, makin kompak. Bahkan, jauh-jauh hari kita udah siap panitia Nubir di kelas. Well, ketuanya si Romi, yang notabene mantan Ketua Panitia Nuansa Biru yang diadakan oleh OSIS. Dari awal, kita udah persiapkan tema Nubir kelas.

   Tapi sebelum itu, kita mau seneng-seneng dulu sebelum mikirin yang namanya Ujian, apalagi Perpisahan.

   Ya, waktu satu semester 5 kami manfaatkan dengan baik untuk menikmati bulan-bulan terakhir di SMA. Tapi, anak-anak sudah banyak yang mulai daftar di bimbel-bimbel buat tambahan belajar. Toh, segala organisasi maupun ekskul juga sudah nggak kami pegang lagi, jadi kami punya waktu lebih banyak untuk fokus belajar plus main-main, hehe.

I Miss You So Bad. Don't You Feel The Same? :(

   May I say, I miss my high school moments. 

   I miss my high school friends. 

   I miss my classmates, Innocent, TERORISmasa.

   I miss my parents.

   I miss my high school activities, MPK and Padsara.

   I miss my deskmates, Chandra and Wepe, laughing with them, telling stories, gossiping, working together.

   I miss my books.

   I miss my room and all those closets

   I miss happy family and having fun with them.

   I miss every moments we ever made, especially the old him.

   I miss my motorcycle.

   I miss my teachers and all their unique things.

   I miss.... everything I've left.

   But...

We Are I-NN-O-C-E-N-T INNOCENT! #FirstYear

   Sekali lagi saya harus post soal kelas saya tercinta. Dan sekali lagi saya harus pakai Bahasa Indonesia.

   Ini tentang kelas kedua saya. Yang pertama adalah TERORISmasa. Yang kedua adalah INNOCENT, kelas yang saya tempati selama 2 tahun terakhir. Kelas IPA saya tercinta, IPA 6. We call it INNOCENT (IPA eNam Olways Cheers Every momeNT).

Happy Ied Mubarak!

    Happy Ied Mubarak every muslims who celebrate it! :)

   Well, this year I got a unique experience while heading my fasting month. I passed my fasting days at dorm and it was... truly amazing! I've never been in a crowd situation during fasting month. And here, I got so many friends and it was so crowded, and together we woke up at 3 a.m. and had break fasting together. Well, so crowded here. And it was my first and also my last chance to have a fasting experience with more than 60 people in the dorm! Yeah, next year I have to move out from the dorm #sad.

   And after we all had passed final examination, My friends from Jember and I went home together! We took a bus with some of our friends from Banyuwangi. And you know what?? We spent our 2 dawns and 1 break fasting time on our way home! I swear I'd never take that experience once again. I should take a train to go home.

    And... well, it was nice to see Jember once again. Nothing changed much. And I had so many schedules with my friends. But, my mom gave me so many homeworks. To make so many cakes for Ied day. Great.

   And these are cakes I've made :)

Me At My Little Dorm

   So, I've been a month here on my dorm. Well, so many stories have been made with my friends here. And I got so many friends, of course, from so many regions in the entire Indonesia.
   I live at A2 dorm, corridor number 10, room number 270.
   And I'll invite you into my room. :)
   My room is not really far from the main door of A2, you just need to go straight and then turn left, then turn right. Then you have to up the stairs when you meet it. After that, turn left and you finally meet my room!
   Let's in!

Because Allah Knows More Than We Ever Imagine

   Saya nangis baca postingan saya yang ini.

   Haha, this is not my first time using Indonesian for my blog post. Karena saya udah nggak nahan pengen nulis blog, tapi lagi English mode off.

   Life has been so hard here in Bogor. Allah ngasih cobaannya ada aja, yang akhirnya menuntut saya untuk keep strong, keep patient, and keep optimistic. Nggak perlu saya cerita, saya rasa sudah banyak yang tahu. Well, the date counter on my blog seems not so useful right now. Saya baru menyadari ketika saya membuka blog saya setelah sekian lama vacuum. Vacumm karena saya pikiran saya semburat, nggak tahu arah jalan alias tersesat, lol.

I'm Coming To A Harder World

  When I tried to write it in English, well, I really have no idea how I tell you. But, then I opened my tumblr and tell everything here... in Indonesian. Sorry, I can't post Indonesian post here, except urgent and very important thing, hehe.

   Well, here we go. This is my story.