Twenties

   It's been 17 years ago when my dad captured her picture. Yes, it's long long time ago and I don't feel I was this cute, lol. But it's true. I don't remember much about my toddler moment, I just remember quite a lot when I went to school for the first time. Who and how I was picked up, lost in the street with my late grandpa. Before that, I don't remember much. I just remember how I was really close to my father, we almost played together everytime. Laughing so much, and I love him so much at that time. It was the time when I found so much fun, without thinking about how dangerous something is. Time was something I never considered. At least, I was happy and that was all.

   The first ten years is just about introduction.

Ada Kalanya

   Lately, I go to bed right after pray Isha' at 8 pm and then wake up at midnight. It's for nothing but all the stuffs you call PAPER. Right, now I'm truly the college student. Going to the campus early at 7 am, finishing all the course until 5 pm, having a workgroup or meeting until Isha', going to bed, wake up at midnight, and paper-ing. How tiring, but I enjoy it much. At least, I won't let my mind go down for some reason. Well, unimportant reason, that shouldn't be in my mind.

   And these days, I have been stuck with K-Drama that Fitria has been given to me. At first, it seemed so indescribable, confusing. But, after I "eat" all of the story, I was amazed. Another K-Drama that has made me a little... well, you know kinda girl's stuff, lol. If he knows about this thing, he will absolutely scold me, errr.

What Do You Think The Best? Vote Here!

   My blog is underconstructed, and I feel so stuck! Well, I really need your help, guys.

   So, I always use a signature in the end of my posts. And, I thought of make a new one. But, suddenly I confuse. I've made one, but I do like the old one. But, I think the last one is... well, good enough. And I really need you help to VOTE.

My Simplest Happiness

   Simply life, indeed, makes you happy, that's why you may call with The Simple Happiness. Yes, being happy is just simple, bahagia itu sederhana.

   Everyone may have their own pleasure for their own happiness. For me, happiness is being so grateful of my life.

Happy. Scared. Sad.

   Happy.
  That alhamdulillah finally I could make it: meeting with my oldest best friend, spending an all-day together in my lovely homeland.
   That's the first thing. Second thing, I met my little cute nephews for the first time. They're so kawaii. Ahsan and Azzam are their name, two toddlers who are so noisy, but they're truly smart because their gens from their parents that are doctors. I also met my older sister and my aunty. And I think that's still not pretty enough.
   Honestly, I can tell you more about my holiday trip from Bogor to Surabaya, since it was really a "nice" trip ever compared to the others. That it was different-but-thank-God. And yes, my train is trapped in floods. I was almost late. Waiting and everything was delayed. Alone and then met someone. I really should grateful what I got at the time, Allah never leaves me alone.

UNDERCONTRUCTED!

   I know I'm not so productive these days, beside I have so many things to do, I just have relax time at weekend. I'm so sad when I look into my archive, and I found no more than 10 posts here. Beside my business, my connection seems so !@#$%^ that I couldn't finish my works, and they're just beautifully saved in the garage. I mean my draft. So irritable.

   And, yes! My blog is underconstructed~

Seseorang

            Aku mendengar derap pelan sebuah langkah dan kemudian mencoba berpaling ke sumber suara. Seorang gadis seperti kebingungan mencari sesuatu di antara jenisku. Namun, beberapa detik kemudian, mata kami beradu. Ia menatapku, kemudian melirik namaku. Ia tersenyum puas.

Sepertinya aku yang ia cari, tapi mengapa? Aku tidak ingat pernah bertemu gadis ini sebelumnya.

            “Sepertinya ia datang pagi sekali. Benar-benar anak rajin,” ucap gadis itu pelan, nyaris sangat pelan hingga orang yang berada tidak jauh dari tempatnya berdiri sama sekali tidak menyadari bahwa ia sedang berucap. Aku semakin bingung, aku tidak mengerti.

            Lambat laun, ia meninggalkanku yang tetap berada di posisiku, kebingungan. Paling tidak, aku punya waktu berpikir jauh lebih banyak sekarang.

#TerimaKasih

   Saya mengutip judul ini dari banner-banner yang sering saya temui di antara koridor Media Centre hingga koridor FEMA. Hashtag ini sempat booming setelah MPM KM melakukan sidang terakhirnya bersama DPM KM dan juga BEM KM, yang kemudian menutup secara resmi kepengurusan KM IPB 2013. Seperti tidak ada habisnya ide kreatif BEM KM tahun 2013, mereka juga turun ke depan Outlet Stevia dan membagikan brosur  yang bertemakan ucapan terima kasih kepada seluruh mahasiswa IPB atas kontribusi dan dukungan atas kerja KM tahun 2013. Unik, menurut saya.

   Meskipun saya masih berkontribusi sebatas di fakultas (dalam hal kepanitiaan event), tapi ketika saya menerima brosur kecil itu serta senyum dari kakak-kakak serta teman-teman KM 2013 yang diikuti dengan satu frase #TerimaKasih, saya merasa sangat dihargai. Siapa sih yang nggak senang diucapin terima kasih? :)

Aku Paham

Aku paham
mengapa kamu menghilang dibalik awan putih
tanpa meninggalkan jejak atau remah atau debu
yang tersisa hanyalah kenangan dan harapan
yang mau tidak mau kamu harus makan itu semua

A Story of A New Year Celebration

   Well, glad to see you all again in this new year. I hope all of you is doing the best.

   Suddenly, I realize that... in the next 2 months, I'm no longer a teenager. So, maybe this blog's title is a lil bit... well, although I still regard myself as a teenager, lols. I'm thinking about a new title, but still in the same concept with the old one (that it's now showing up at the top). Hmm, maybe we can think it later on.
 
   How was your new year eve, guys? Well, happy new year for everyone! I hope you can fulfill every targets you made this year, aamiin.

   Thinking about my new year celebration...