Greetings

Hello, folks.

It has been a while since my last post and I'm kinda miss my blog so much. Well, it has been 2 years anyway, and for that long I hadn't logged in to my blogger account. I usually checked my blog stats, whether anyone still willing to visit this untouched blog. And I did it some time ago, and there were some viewers who visit this blog. Horee, thank you! ^^

As I checked my blog stat, I wondered whether I was still able to write a post or not, even if just a random one. So, here I am. If you, my loyal readers (if any), are wondering why I hadn't posted anything for the last 2 years, well, I would gladly to tell you the reason behind it (who cares anyway? lol).

Welcome Back Home!

   I don't really know what to say in my very first post after a-long-break from this blog.

   First of all, I want to welcome myself. WELCOME BACK! It's been a while not to write any post here, and been tired of cleaning the thick dust and spiderweb around *kibas kerudung*

   Second, I am really sorry to whoever which feel lost of my appearance in this blog, muahahaha. However, fellas, I'm not promising I will be here so often.

   Third, I want to say HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY, MY DEAREST INDONESIA! 70-year-old is kinda.... well, my country is really getting old. A lot of things happen, including the currency which is getting weaker day-by-day.

   Well, it's not my very first attempt ti re-write a post here. Some posts are just hanging up in my draft folder, I let them unpublished. Not really important things though. It's been really 'hard' to write a post. Seems like I have lost my sense of 'writing' temporarily since I just want to focus on making my research proposal. 'Writing' is kinda a hard thing to do even my heart sometimes say, "Write your idea! Write your metaphors!" and I just left it behind and continued reading so many journals for my proposal's references.

Happy Renew The Calendar!

   Dear all, let me say this...

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2015!

I HOPE THIS YEAR WILL BE MORE AND MUCH MORE BETTER THAN BEFORE!

*Tiup terompet*

*Bakar petasan*

*Bakar kembang api*

*Lempar-lemparin slide dan catetan*

   Well, how's your new year celebration guys? Mine is just staying at home with my lovely boarding friends, having some BBQ, french fries, and soda at midnight, doing selfie together, playing Uno card until we get tired, and nothing is warmer than that if you are so far away from home and getting stuck because of the final exam weeks. What more can I describe the meaning of happiness is?

   It is really something when we celebrate the new year in the middle of final exam weeks. Kalau anak-anak nggak pada heboh mau belanja bahan buat BBQ, mungkin saya nggak bakal sadar ini adalah malam tahun baru. Yeah, beberapa menit sebelum dimulai acara makan-makan, saya masih saja stuck di kamar sambil ngeliatin slide *sok rajin *padahal cuman ngeliatin aja.

   Dan seharusnya saya posting Resolusi Tahun 2015 beberapa hari yang lalu. Karena kendala yang saya hadapi sangat berat, maka saya putuskan malam ini, mau tidak mau, capek tidak capek, saya harus tetap menulis *tapi tetep aja baru di posting pagi =_=.

Random Special Tahun Baru!

   Hey there, I’m back! *nyapuin sarang laba-laba*

   Yes, this is my random post for new year edition! *okelah post pertama tahun baru belum-belum udah random ajah*

   Setelah berbulan-bulan disibukkan dengan tugas turun lapang untuk 7 mata kuliah, laporan kelompok mingguan, tugas individu setiap minggu yang bergantian tiap mata kuliah, kepanitiaan yang tak berujung dari ospek di bulan Agustus sampai acara olimpiade olahraga fakultas yang berakhir bulan Desember, langsung lanjut Ujian Akhir Semester, akhirnya saya bisa memposting tulisan yang bener-bener ‘bener’. Karena saking sibuknya tiap hari tiap minggu, saya sama sekali nggak sadar ini udah di penghujung tahun aja. Dan postingan selama setahun ini................... *mingkem ngeliat archieve*

   Ada kebiasaan yang saya lakukan setiap memasuki penghujung tahun seperti ini. Yess, New Year Resolutions! Tapi sepertinya untuk tahun depan, resolusinya sedikit berbeda dari biasanya. Biasanya saya mendaftar apa saja yang ingin saya targetkan selama setahun ke depan. Kini? Ah, banyak sekali target yang ingin dimasukkan sebenarnya. Tapi, setelah menelaah kejadian satu semester terakhir ini, saya pikir-pikir ulang. Beneran manusia itu maunya banyak banget ya, tapi nggak kebanyakan nggak lihat proporsi/kemampuan dirinya sendiri. Contoh real, saya.

Liebster Award (Versi Telat)

   Jadi ceritanya nggak ngeh pas Ines sama Onil tiba-tiba nyuruh buat ngecek blog mereka. Kirain ada tugas negara apa, ternyata yang beginian, haha. Ada sih sejenis begini di Instagram and I've just done that couple days ago and it's quiet fun! And I think this time is much more fun! Soalnya saya suka banget kalo disuruh nulis dan cerita. Since I was tagged by Onil, Santi, and Ines, and I (finally) have quiet a lot of time, I'll do my challenge to answers 11 (times 3 people means 33) questions. Udah kayak artis lagi di-interview aja ya, lol.

Setiap

Setiap tetes air yang turun dari wajahmu

Setiap niat yang kau bisikkan dalam hati

Setiap tekad yang tergantung di depan dahimu

Setiap mimpi yang ingin kau raih

Setiap doa yang terpanjat dari tiap malammu

Setiap usaha yang kau perjuangkan

A Letter To A Man

Dear Man,

   I really don't know what to tell you, how to thank you for everything you've been done in my whole life. And now you're getting older makes me have so many things to think about, especially how to keep struggling and maintaining my family with my own way. I know it hasn't been my turn yet, but my heart and my mind always say that it's your time to be independence and to think about your family.

Happy Independence Day, Indonesia!

   First of all, I've already been back here in Bogor because I have so many responsibilities to do here for these 2 weeks. And I feel so jet lag here.

   Second, it's quite something for me to write a post right after I'm waking up. Well, I've been awaken by chats for two days. Yeah, those chats really something that usually I couldn't wake up this easy by the sound of incoming chats.

   Third, well, I have to say this.

Random Part 9

   It's very early morning when suddenly there's something coming to my mind. Setelah sehari mengkhatamkan dua novel Tere Liye (Al-Qurannya kapan khatam btw, Ret?), ada yang membuat hati saya sedikit tergerak untuk menuliskan postingan random. Ya, random karena saking abstraknya topik yang akan saya tuliskan, lol.

   Jadi, beberapa hari ini saya sering bolak-balik Gramedia untuk mengecek apa buku yang saya tunggu sudah available atau belum, dan ternyata belum. Dan, saya cukup kecewa karenanya. Untungnya masih ada novel Tere Liye yang belum pernah saya baca di kumpulan buku 'Best Seller'. So, I grabbed it, and I 'ate' it clearly until this morning. Salah satu novelnya punya judul yang sangat indah, that's really a beautiful title, tapi entah mengapa saya 'kurang' suka isinya. Bukan karena storyline-nya jelek, sangat bagus. Keren bahkan. Cuman saya sedikit sensitif dengan genre yang dibawa: percintaan.

Curhatan dari Dalam Hati Banget: Sebuah Kekecewaan

   Pada beberapa postingan sebelumnya, saya sempat berkata akan membuat postingan tentang curahan hati saya paling dalam mengenai apa yang waktu itu sedang memanas di social media manapun. Entah mengapa semuamuanya ribut dan banyak opini yang menjelek-jelekkan. Okay, you know what I mean. PEMILU CAPRES 2014.

   Plus satu lagi, serangan agresi Israel pada Palestina di jalur Gaza. But, this one is not as "hot" as the first one.

   Jadi, ceritanya kebetulan saya ada di warnet dan lagi fokus mengerjakan sesuatu. Sekalian saya buka beragam socmed saya (cuman dua sih sebenernya, plus blog waktu itu). Timeline saya isinya full tentang dua berita itu.